Today and Yesterday

I had a wonderful time with my bf at his house. He told me that he can tell that I have lost weight, I can't. I mean obviously I have lost weight because I lost 2 pants sizes but I just really can almost never see it. Sometimes I can see it in my face but on a normal basis I can't tell. I had him take some progress pictures thinking that I could compare them in another month or so and maybe be able to see it and feel good about it but I think he deleted them. I had some dietary/ health problems on the way home on saturday, I had a wee bit too much dairy product I think because my lactose intolerance made me miserable and it kicked in right before we left for our almost 2 hour ride back home. Had to stop at a gas station off the highway :( germaphobe me hated that ).
I fell asleep at home when I arrived because I still was not feeling well and I have been falling asleep off and on ever since, just kind of unable to stay awake.
I did some homework yesterday too, I read one of the articles for my research paper and today I did the annotated bibliography entry for it.
Today my calories were at almost 1400 and that makes me feel shamed and sad, a lot of it was liquids though, I need to change that.
Today I made tuna, veggies and brown rice, mixed it all together and added mustard to it :) it was pretty delish and it was my lunch and my dinner and totaled 545 calories for the entire thing. Not bad for the amount. I like high quantity- low calorie things.
I'm a little sad today because I haven't heard from my bf at all today dispite texting him a couple of times throughout the day and didn't heard from him last night really either. I'm wondering if i overstepped by telling him that his house feels like home to me. I dunno, of course I'm over analyzing everything and over thinking scenarios. I tend to do that with nearly everything in my life.
Last night the stray cat I take care of discovered she can get onto the roof and she found my windows, so she has been pawing at my windows and pretty much destroyed my screens trying to get in. I let her in last night for a while and then today I let her in for a couple hours and she napped and got warm and got loved on. She asked to go back outside and I put her right back out of the window just like she came in. The dog is having a minor attack over the entire thing: she smells the cat all over my bed and the carpet and actually saw her in the window because the cat wanted in again. So I'm feeling bad for my dog but it's keeping her occupied while I blog and work on things on the computer.
I'm going back to school on tuesday and worried about it a little. My main problem is that whatever I'm doing I throw myself into it. So school takes up everything, or dieting takes up everything. They don't go well together and right now Food and the obsession with losing weight is getting in the way of my school work. It's almost the end of my college career and I can't let myself slack now so close to the end and accomplishing everything I have been working so hard for. But I also can't slack on losing weight because its going down and I need it to keep going. It's not an option. I need to find balance.