So the last two days have been ok. I worked 4-11 both days and was alone most of the time just me and my kids. Thursday I had 5 kids to myself until 10pm and then their parents finally began to come for them. I had mostly younger infants and it was a trying day. By trying I mean I wanted to rip my hair out.
We have a new baby named Denim who does nothing but cry and breaks out of his swaddle. He jolts in his sleep a lot and looks like he may have been exposed to drugs in the womb based on how small he is and how severe these muscle jerks are and how uncomfortable he seems to be constantly.
One of the parents came in on thursday with a black eye- things apparently got rough with the dad and she came to get the kids early wearing sunglasses and sporting a shiner and some scratches and swelling. I don't know what to do about to, probably nothing I can do anyway. I say it was the dad because when she kids asked if daddy was at home she stiffened up and said no he was not there anymore.
I had 1490 calories on thurs.
Friday:: I swung by work and picked up my paycheck and deposited it to the bank and then went back... but not before going to taco bell. Fail... really taco bell is calorie hell. So that tacked on 750 calories right there. So I was careful the rest of the day. I ended with 55 calories left- so 1445 before taking into account my burns. I burned 907 calories today ( much more but thats all I'm counting). so I suppose I have extra calories that I could eat but I dont like thinking of it that way.
my ear is hurting again today. I've had a lingering ear infection for ranging on two months now and I wish I would go away. It seems no matter how many decongestants I take it just won't budge. I may have to go to the dr and get something for it. I just don't have the money or time or transportation to get there.
Speaking of transportation: I put in to work for a schedule change so I would not have to close anymore. It was approved on tuesday to be effective starting on July 8th. Tonight the schedule was posted in our breakroom and I am scheduled to close EVERY SINGLE DAY. Honestly, they forgot in two days? Sigh. So I told them and they said they would fix it but I'm pretty positive they have already forgotten.
Bright moment from the babies: Today Braylynn smiled while dancing with me to "I like to move it move it!" and Denim stayed in the jumparoo by himself for over an hour with no tears.
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